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The Psychosis of a Horror Writer

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By Lisa McCourt Hollar

This was originally printed by Rebecca Treadway on her blog, RL. Treadways inc.

When people ask me what I do for a living and I answer that I am an author, this generally perks their interest… until they ask what I write. When I respond horror, I usually get a variety of looks. I have been told I don’t look like a horror writer and I wonder what a horror author is supposed to look like. I imagine they expect someone that looks like Charles Manson, or whatever the female version of Manson would be. They aren’t expecting a middle aged, frumpy looking housewife.  But read the news… housewives are insane and there is a certain psychosis that goes with horror writing, especially if you have kids.

Screams of “Mom, make him stop,” or “I need you to do this,” echo around me when I write, followed by the occasional crash and hurried drives to the emergency room. Okay, maybe I exaggerate… MAYBE… but trying to write when you are potty training a toddler, cooking, cleaning… when I get to it and dealing with a clueless husband is not always easy. It also gives me some insight into the psychosis of a horror writer.

I think some people, not all, but some think that horror writers are crazy. I write about cannibals, zombies and vampires… not all in one story, but that might actually be fun.  I also have a very bent sense of humor that at times has insulted people. I wrote a story once about a woman that found out her father-in-law was dying of pancreatic cancer. It started off as you would expect, shock… how did this happen. The trying to come to terms with what you have just been told and then laughter. She… and her husband were whooping it up. “It’s about time; I thought he would never die!” I got a hate review. According to the reader, I was immoral and should never write this kind of junk again. Cancer is a horrible thing and you should never wish it on anyone.

Apparently that includes made up people. The thing is I live in the real world and I have been surrounded the last several years by cancer that has affected my family. I know how devastating cancer can be. My grandfather died of pancreatic cancer… before I ever wrote said story. I loved him and I never would wish something so horrible on anyone, but the world is an insane place to live. Bad things happen and for me, writing about it, even mocking the horror that surrounds me, is therapeutic. I don’t need a counselor, I just need a pen and paper and a lot of sleepless nights.

You read in the paper all the time about murders, rape, and child molestation…neighbors shooting each other over things like the color that they painted their house.  That’s crazy. My kids start arguing with each other, my husband says something that makes me mad, (happens quite often when he’s out of smokes,) my neighbor wakes me up in the middle  of the night fighting with his wife, I feel a little crazy too, maybe even feel like murdering someone. Most often that’s what I do, I kill, violently, sometimes it is a blood bath, but always on paper. The world is my inspiration. People do things to each other that are way scarier than what you read in fiction.

My daughter once asked me why I kill off kids in my stories, (not all of them, but I have noticed that there is a fair amount of infacide in some of them,) and I said, “Because I can’t kill them in real life.”  Are horror writers psychotic? Probably… just a little bit. Bit compared to the rest of the world we may be the sanest people out there.

Three weeks in…

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…and I’m already late posting our weekly update. “Behind” is today’s word, boys and girls.

Novel News

Anyways, no new news on the release of The Courier. Cross your fingers for next week.

Am spending the rest of this week catching up on 4 short stories I’ve written for Friday Flash and Grand Scares, volume 2. I’ll have a couple out tomorrow and the other two by the end of the week, so stay tuned for some FREE fun fiction to read.

No Bloodlegger news this week, but I am attempting to bug R.J. about our progress as I’m writing this. Only we’re discussing his team, the Packer’s loss instead.

Networking News

I’m busily working on setting up the Bloody Heart’s Valentine’s Day Blog Hop, hosted by my publisher Vamplit Publishing. We have a facebook and Google+ page and everything. Yeah, that was meant to be sarcastic. What’s exciting is we’ll be working withe Dark Media City on this hop along with many other indie publishers, filmmakers, artists, etc. so there will be an amazing selection of horror to choose from on Valentine’s Day.

The biggest news in networking is I’m partnering with my dear friend Rebekah Welch, The Colorado Connector on a new project. Rebekah and I have worked together in the past, so getting this up and running should be a breeze. We are starting a division of her networking group for creative geniuses across the Denver metro area.

Nifty News

I heard somewhere that beagles are the most used dog in labs due to their incredible sniffers. Glad to see these guys will have a future filled with love and mischief, like our little Mabel who spent the first 7 years of her life in a cage barefoot and pregnant.

Back on EdMo

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After 4 days off of doing about nothing this week, I’ve been back editing the last few days.  Am up to 19 hours, a few hours further than the challenge suggestion of 16.5. 

What did I do during my 4 days off, in between naps?  Comedy therapy via Trailer Park Boys. I’m a little embarrassed to say I’ve sat through a little over 3 seasons since last Friday. But, hey, laughter is the best medicine, right.

No surprise, Trailer Park Boys showed up as a recommended watch on Netflix streaming, and I’d already enjoyed a few episodes on cable. So last Friday evening, when I found myself too tired and drained to do anything, I pulled up the first couple seasons and watched and laughed and watched and laughed. During this bout of anemia I could have literally laughed myself into the grave. Okay, that’s not so funny.

Other thing I’ve been doing is some creative writing exercises in Write from the Heart: Inspiration & Exercises for Women Who Want to Write. These exercises have taken the place of my regular daily new writing, but what’s surprised me is that some of the stuff I’m writing could actually make some great short stories.

Off topic, found this bit from the book inspiring.

What matters is your ability to open up to the breathtaking and spectacular adventure that happens to be your life. Your job is to experience it, see it, feel it, live it, and write it down.

- in Write from the Heart by Leslea Newman,

Back to NaNoEdMo, I’ve not reached the point where editing flows easier, but does it ever, I wonder, like new writing does? Instead, I’m afraid I’m headed into the “I hate this story. Will this ever end.” doldrums. Will make the next 20 days a bit painful if it does.

Bad Start to a Challenge

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What a difference between NaNoEdMo and NaNoWriMo. There are so few participants, you can hear crickets over on the EdMo website. That and the site has been attacked by a spammer, which seems to be keeping people away. There’s no leadership and no one communicating to the group except for a few posts by the editing support staff. Still, I’m set on completing the challenge. I’ve even started some discussions in the Horror & Thriller and Colorado forums, where we have a total of 3 participants in each.

I love these contest challenges and wish I would have joined them years ago. Then again I’ve always enjoyed competing against myself, seeing how far I can advance passed a previous accomplishment. This has been a rough one to start though. Yesterday my health was crap, and I only got in 15 minutes of editing. Today was better though. I grabbed the paper copy of the manuscript and took the ‘start big’ advice that I read in the forum. Basically got through 40 pages in four hours, identifying major issues to fix first. Sure beats the 6 pages I got through Monday.

Warning: Fibroid Tumor Discussion

Here in the blog, I haven’t mentioned my health issues for quite some time because there came a point I felt they became me. Well, I’m breaking my rule today. Unfortunately, I started off NaNoEdMo with my fibroid tumors out of control. In fact, they’ve been a pain in my ass for the last 5 months. Yesterday, I got through 15 minutes of editing before I felt like another trip to the emergency room might be necessary. One gallon of water and a half gallon of orange juice later I felt I’d live through the night.

It’s mostly my fault I’ve gotten to this point though. Fibroid tumors are controllable via lowered levels of estrogen which includes a diet from hell, exercise, stress reduction, and progesterone cream. I’d had mine under control until the holiday season, when I’d let it all fall apart.

Here’s the real reason I decided to bring up the fibroids. I learned a week ago that fibroid tumors are seriously on the rise in women. One of the major contributors, plastic. Okay, I decided Monday to avoid foods and drinks stored in plastic. People, you have no idea how hard this is unless you take the challenge. Even organic health foods are packaged in plastic. ARGH!!

I’m so irritated by this vicious cycle we live in. In my case, increased hormones injected into animals and plastic containers that act to increase the body’s estrogen result in fibroid tumors that force me to seek medical treatment, including a $3000 trips to the emergency room. According to Western medicine, my only options: surgery to remove the fibroids which will likely grow back, loss of my uterus that will screw up my hormones worse and/or drugs that will make me sicker. The final price tag is equal to thousands and thousands of dollars, which really pisses me off.

On the other hand, if I exercise, eat the right diet, and avoid plastic and stress, I’m healthy and it costs a little more for glass containers and $70 for the occasional massage. For me it’s a no brainer to go with this option, and It’s been pretty successful as long as I don’t fall off the diet.

Now consider this. I watched a documentary recently where a low-income family said they couldn’t possibly eat a healthy diet because they can’t afford low-fat meat and fresh fruits and vegetables. Surprise, surprise, they were all over weight. This is the same thing a friend of mine told me after he lost his job. He gained 40 pounds. So think about it. Someone with a low income is less likely to heal via natural means which is actually less expensive. My head’s spinning so fast I may fall off my soap box.

Writer Wednesday Blog Hop #24

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Every week I weed through over 100 blogs, looking for writing advice and new and interesting books to read. Considering how time consuming this is, I share the posts I find the most interesting here every week. If you’d like me to add your blog to my feeder or a link from my weekly tour, leave a comment on the most current tour or send me a link via Twitter @by_wjhoward.

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Writer Wednesday Blog Hop #18

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Every week I weed through over 100 blogs, looking for writing advice and new and interesting books to read. Considering how time consuming this is, I share the posts I find the most interesting here every week. If you’d like me to add your blog to my feeder or a link from my weekly tour, leave a comment on the most current tour or send me a link via Twitter @by_wjhoward.

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Book reviews that caught my eye this week, and the books that got added to my GoodReads to-read list:

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Writer Wednesday Blog Tour #8

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And…this week I added the following blogs to my watch list: Fantasy Literature & Paranormal Haven. If you’d like me to check out your blog, add a comment below and include a link.

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Writer Wednesday Blog Tour #7

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  • I really enjoyed Fairy Tales Gone Naughty over at Book Junkie because I’ve dabbled in writing a few of my own. This week wrapped up with guest posts by Brenna Lyons and Natasha Moore
  • If you’re looking for new releases, check out New Vampire Books for March 2010. Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter by Seth Grahame-Smith looks really interesting and FUN!
  • Fellow writers, read some good news over at C.J.’s Daily Grind to remind yourself that the path is not always a difficult one. CONGRATS on all your success, C.J.
  • More from Ian LeWinter over at Overbury Ink in Why We Write, Part 4. And if you missed Part 1 & Part 2 & Part 3.
  • Book reviews that caught my eye this week, and the books that got added to my GoodReads to-read list:
    • Wished I could have added Dark Legion by Isabella Jordan, reviewed on Bitten by Books, but it’s not on GoodReads.
    • This review of Blood Cross by Faith Hunter over at Book Lovers, Inc read good enough that I put the first in the series, Skinwalker, in my queue.
    • I’ve seen the book cover to Shift, by Rachel Vincent everywhere this past week. Does that mean I should read the Shifters series? Will I like it or hate it? So I decided to take a moment and read the interview with the author over at Fantasy Literature. Nothing really grabbed me hard about the series, but I did go ahead and put Stray in my to-read list. The reviews are all over the place though, so this one will get ordered up from the library.
    • Angelology, and if you hurry, you can enter to win a free copy.
  • Don’t miss these every week:

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And…this week I added the following blogs to my watch list: Bookgasm, Nathan Bransford-Literary Agent. If you’d like me to check out your blog, add a comment below and include a link.

Writer Wednesday Blog Tour #6

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  • I really enjoyed this interview with Pamela Samuels Young over at Book Junkie, especially when she talks about trying to get people to critique her first novel.
  • New Way of Book Reviewing was good for a chuckle. It’s one student’s comparison of ‘Titanic’ and ‘My Life’ by Bill Clinton.
  • Where have I been hiding? I’m wondering because I’ve run into quite a few book reviews lately, like Defeat the Darkness and Spider Bite, that seem like they’d make better comic books or graphic novels.
  • Book reviews that caught my eye this week and the books that got added to my GoodReads to-read list:
    • Over at Paranormal Haven a review of Born of Night by Sherrilyn Kenyon. This is an old book and first in a series I might get hooked on.
  • Don’t forget to check out the regulars:
    • Nicole Hadaway’s Writer Wednesday over at her Vampire Blogspot.
    • More from Ian LeWinter over at Overbury Ink in Why We Write, Part 3. And if you missed Part 1 & Part 2.

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And…this week I added the following blogs to my watch list: Book Junkie & Query Shark.

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